It’s dark inside I feel trapped, no one listens or understands.

No matter what I do or how much I try I feel I’m not good enough.

I’m lost in the responsibilities of home and child care.

I don’t know who I am.

I’m a mother, a wife, maybe a friend to some and a psychologist to others.

But who am I ? What do I love doing?

All that is lost with the endless nights I still wake up several times to put my little one at ease.

Nobody cares when the last time i had a good nights sleep was

It’s taken for granted that now that it’s been so long.

I try my best to take care of those around me and I’m learning still how to be better

But who’s taking care of me?

I’m lost, I’m tried.

I tell myself it’s all worth it.

But it’s still not good enough.