Suddenly I am not me anymore. I am all that I was and so much more. My body is no longer my own. It is now my little one’s home.

I’m trying my best. But I’m struggling. All this is new to me, I don’t even know where to begin. I don’t feel the same. My world has changed. Im so scared but I got to be brave.

So much is changing within me, not just my body but my mind too. I’m losing parts of my self as days go by. I feel like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly.

Im tired all the time my mind isn’t focused all my energy is being taken to make this beautiful baby. I’m just about managing to get by, sometimes all I want to do is cry.

I feel lonely, no one understands what I’m going through. When I try and share, I’m told everyone goes through it, it’s nothing new.

Is my journey not my own? Why am I being compared to others? Are we all the same? Is my body not different? Is my experience not unique? Don’t I have a name?

I’m afraid to share my feelings now. I feel so alone. I wish you could see me struggling. Even though I pretend so hard to be strong.

Suddenly I am not me anymore. I am all that I was and so much more. My body is no longer my own. It is now my little one’s home.